A lost

Asking for too much, countless ruining, it makes us sad,
pointless hoping, leading to nothing.
All the smiles, returned with frowns.
How must that have felt, if you were the one given the grimace.
Questioning, what triggered the offence, that flared unhidden in the eyes?
Looking deep into your soul, with that fiery blaze,
boring a hole, stealing the breathe,
leaving you, a mere lifeless container.
While the one with the disinterested expression,
gains nothing, but creating another sad being,
and further deepens the pain of both.
Countless tears, soaked the emotions, taking control.
Your in a lost, confuse, hurt.
Where has the trust gone,the love? wondering from dusk till dawn,
unable to get an answer.
Confrontation, a decision made to solve,
when the other speaks up, the answer sastifying,
but devastating to the existence.
another relationship, gone, lost in the horizons
unable to move forward or back,
stuck... for what seems like forever.
Perhaps, with time,
wounds that bled crimson, will be healed.
The inevitable scars, clearly showned,
unable to be ridden off.
That's the lesson, life has to offer,
a path, most go through,
learning a bitter lesson, which gives new confidence
and something... you could never forget.
Your first great lost.